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| Wednesday, December 13th, 2006 | | 2:43 pm |
SappySapSap
OOOHHH GAAAWD!! i'm such a sappy ass person! how does this happen? recently, i've dropped a whole shit load of people who were no good for me and still in the process of re-assessing more friendships. its all good and its all necessary and i'm very use to doing that, but with this time around, the more people i realize are no good, the more i think about the people who are in my life and who have continuously shown me nothing, but kindness, care, acceptance, love, honesty, & a tolerance for my neuroticism that could make a mule look like ghandi. realizing it this time around makes me emotionally appreciative for the people who have shown me good. maybe, cause i've waisted my time on a bunch of idiots. sappy sappy sappy! thats me! but how lucky i am... | | Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006 | | 3:26 pm |
Fuckin' Finally!!
Its been a while since I've had a clear head and can wake up in the morning with multiple things to look forward to and smile. Its been a while since I've NOT been cooped up in bullshit drama that ignorance & selfishness tend to overpower. Its been a long damn time that I've been draped underneath stupidity and have been put down for speaking my mind and being me... and I've finally broken free. Free from the oppression... Free from the manipulation... Free from the anger and the gross energy that self-absorbed selfishness lets into the world and its about damn time that I've let that energy go, but not into the world. The world has enough gross energy. I love painting. I love how anger, shame, self-loathing insecurity, and frustrations seem to flow through my body to my hand and out my paint brush onto canvas. Lucky me for having this outlet... |
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